Hey yall its me, i just got this thing set up...YAY for me!! Hehe well yeah i know im a dork...but o well. man today has been a rough day...First off I wake up and that was okay britt stayed the night, that was ALOT of fun.. i loved havin her here... im glad we are friends again...:-) I think this time around we are gettin closer then b4 ...which is good...lol well we were gonna go see david at his firework stand after we dropped britt off and picked up our rats, hehe but we couldnt find him..lol go figure...*rolls eyes* Jp we saw his mom, dad,sis,and her boyfriend...But no david...:'( so we decided to go watch the fireworks at the courthouse...they were kewl... but they started to get boring and then ariel saw drake drive by and i said i was gonna go over there and mom told me not to and i got up anyways...:-P then i saw sumone in the car with him but i didnt think anything of it bc i thought it was matt or sumone i didnt know...But it was ron!! it was kewl i got to see ron... and well that kinda made my night better but not really... bc i had to get in the truck knowing mom was pissed off...bc she doesnt really like ron..:-/ go figure that one, she doesnt like anyone but DAVID..which isnt a bad thing...:-) but o well... after that i got home and i got online and i read britt's away message and the first thing i did was call her bc she needed sumone and i wasnt able to be there so i thought i would call her cause thats all i can do...and well i guess that went okay ron called on 3 way and he calmed her down alot...which was really nice...but she doesnt like him...lol well...im at the point where i dont care anymore...im tired of hanging on i want to let go...FOR GOOD! im tired of mom always talkin crap...:'( i mean she knows we cant date i know we cant date but i think we should beable to go places together but not by ourselves... she should know im smart enuff to not doin anything with him...:-/ but she doesnt trust me... and she really has no reason not to trust me...i mean im always in the house and if not in the house out with her... i use to call her my ''BEST FRIEND'' until she started bein rude when sumone came over talks crap about me... all the friggin time and im tired of it...so now im not goin to tell her anything anymore...Brittany is my newfound best friend...:-) i will tell her everything... she is so awesome for the ppl who dont know her..hehe me n her have so much in common, well kinda..lol...and we think alike, kinda talkin alike...and like the same things...except GUYS! lol we have totally diff. taste in guys.. which is good bc we dont have to worry about each other tryin to get with our men!!:-P well Im sooooo tired... so i think im about to go to bed... Ill write about how my life sux more tomorrow...Love all!
-*Ash*-
Posted at 03:02 am by CindyLou032